Broken Window

One Arm Raised

About Jim Daniels

Jim Daniels


Broken Window

So you're looking for the last cloud's
dark lining, the last true sin
for those who didn't stop counting.

Why demand bedtime stories
when morning's shards
slice them to ribbons?
Tonight I ate fresh eggs
for dinner, true dawn.
I have met these small hens
and I will testify

I'd eat them too,
me lips bleeding with their juices.
My screen glows in the dark
just like yours.

When I pick cherries
I pick the stem too
just to throw it away later.
That's the only explanation I have

for red wine and dark secrets.
Somebody's sighing in the other room,
a late request for explanation.

It begins to rain in all my misspelled
scenarios. Two dogs fight viciously
and everyone forgets. Even sin

is not so easily named or located,
identified, specimined. If we could be
innoculated against it, would we?

One cloud drifts by as if it has direction.
My children were amazed to watch
the airplane's wing disappear,

wondering what held us aloft.
We are still wondering.
It all gets messy in the end.

I meant to start with that.




One Arm Raised

In the park yesterday, I taught my daughter
how to make dandelion chains. Our jeans
were smudged yellow with the jazz
of spring. Only a few puffed out
for wishes, and we didn't need
many.
  When we finally reached
the playground, we set our necklaces
on a bench and tried to find and lose
each other among castles and dinosaurs.
She spun me dizzy on the merry-go-round,
and I staggered Xs till my eyes turned
back to Os.
    Good for a laugh. Our imagined
kites flew in the lazy sun. The drinking fountains
had been turned on for summer!
   A young man
staggered to the fountain, one arm raised, blood
dripping. He knelt on the dirt and ran
the cut under water. He asked for tissue.
I had none.
He took off a sock and wrapped it around
his sliced hand. Between thumb and index finger.
Where you'd get cut reaching
   against a knife.
He was a lump of dark misery I could not
explain. Or menace - who can judge
with a five-year-old daughter upside down
on the bars, swinging, staring?
   We edged away
from the bloody sock. On the bench, our yellow
chains were broken. Some other innocent
child scattered our curious disaster.
      We gathered
new batches to weave together at home
but today they sit loosely piled on our porch,
color draining.


Jim Daniels' most recent books include Night With Drive-By Shooting Stars , and Diggers Blues. His next book of short fiction, Detroit Tales, will be published by Michigan State University Press in 2003