caffeine destiny
spring 2008


















Brenda Hillman


Northern California Women


We tune
We tune we ginseng
We client rubbing against us heel as high
They serpentine
We padlock the ten mists
We eat military
We eat the curly kale
We eat the curly kitchen heel as high
She Shasta
She triangle train-track Shasta
She Ishtar the set of roses be as high
She waitress
She finger to help
We cubicle silicon
They purification chanting hand as high
She melting
She Milton a thousand pages
We lawyer the miners' lettuce
They xerox the bruised motive
She shoot some voicelet movie
They Sacramento pinko
They anger turning yellow
You comrade turning yellow
She cancer the ten mists hand as high
You antiwar pneumonia
We void the drowsy element
She Ishtar the element until she die
She puppet she paint the puppet puppet
They dragon bookstore market
They sip the twenty decaf
Twenty spotty foxgloves occupy
She dusky-footed woodrat
She western flycatcher teacher
Pwee-pwee
She kisst Apollo honey
We kiss Apollo honey i kiss Apollo honey till we die
i driplet
O driplet driplet
O braised fog elderberry no slant slump
She best equestrian surfer
She persona knowna
She park the tilden children
She oak slug-shrinker diviner be as high
We aspen flutter against us
We deaf light rubbing against us
They freeway rubbing against us
She traintrack history alone
She puff puff history home
She cloud cloud cloud cloud passing through our hipbone



Brenda Hillman is the author of three chapbooks and seven collections of poetry, all published by Wesleyan University Press, the most recent of which are Cascadia (2001) and Pieces of Air in the Epic (2005). With Patricia Dienstfrey, she edited The Grand Permission: New Writings on Poetics and Motherhood(Wesleyan, 2003). Hillman teaches at St. Mary's College where she is the Olivia Filippi Professor of Poetry and works with CodePink, a social justice group against war.