Nico Alvarado-Greenwood

Moons


1

paleblue sky kleenex moon


1.2
m o o n @ n o o n


2
puddled moon a perfect copy
of itself but pocketsized

2.2
until my sneaker snaps
the scrim of ice

3
I never can quite
see the man
just his
representative



August 28, 2006


This afternoon is small
soft hands
on someone else's
throat. I'm not afraid
of dying is less
a lie than I'm not
afraid of everyone
else doing it.
And they are.
Or he is, a guy I
hardly knew when
it comes down
to it. Grown fat
from chemo ha ha
but he did, and when
he visited we went
to the Japanese
gardens and Eric
ran around pretty
good for a dying
(he was supposed to be
in remission) newly
fat guy. Pretty good
when it comes
down to it. And it
keeps coming
down.




Two Poems About Poetry


I.

the poem happens on
the page the way
a child on a crowded beach
at night losing, this is
a true story, losing
his family and with so many fires
shining on the sand doesn't know
where to go and crying
walks utterly without until
a group of bodies feels
right from afar he runs
to them desperate and
wrong they want
to help but cannot no one
can he leaves he keeps
on and about
to give up comes up
on their faces
sudden in
the light the fire's
torn in
to the dark


II.

That we can only write
the poems we can write
is tautological but true.

But I don't want to!
I want to write the poems
I can't write.



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